Dared.

I moved. I lifted myself up off the floor. I pushed beyond my walls of insecurities, doubts, fears and barriers. And it feels similar to my soul being just, completely freed. 

I'm in this floating world of freeing air feeling nothing but weightlessness. A calm silence of a chaotic storm in my heart. 

I don't know what the implications are of this newfound freedom, but in the midst of the fear I am ready. I am ready to feel, ready to fear, ready to love, ready to be broken to be the whole person I've been needing to be for so many years. 

It is time. And it's now or never.